Sunday, May 27, 2012

toothless

I had a stressful dream about loosing my teeth. My dream started out feeling my back tooth and noticing it was loose i kept using my tongue to wiggle it. I remember wondering why my tooth was loose, I was worried but I kept telling myself just don't touch it but I couldn't resist. When I would close my mouth I could feel the loose tooth. When I went to the mirror to inspect my mouth, my tooth fell into my hands! I was shocked but soon I noticed more of my teeth were loose and it started a domino effect and my teeth started falling out like glass on the floor. I remember them falling out in chunks and I kept going back to mirror in shock, I remember feeling so worried like "Oh no what am I going to do, I'm going to have to go the dentist, good thing I have the day off today." My mouth looked awful and it was so upsetting I was about in tears I went to my mom and said "Mom why are all my teeth falling out?" but she didn't seem to care, as she just sat leisurely on the couch, never bothering to get up. So I kept running back to the mirror it was soo intense i woke up whining like a puppy and wiggling trying to shake the dream. It was so realistic I thought I really had lost my teeth and had to check I was so relieved to find it was a dream.

Saturday, May 19, 2012

german shepard

I dreamt I was in a river searching for german shepards but I couldn't pull them up from the bottom. The dream shifted to a post apocalyptic world, in New York, the city was a havoc everything was crumbling, it featured a young girl with red brown hair, her face was round, she was a slave of some guy with long black curly hair, in my dream women were second class citizens, men that did have women, kept them on chains like a dog, men kept women for breeding purposes to repopulate, but despite that the two seemed to love each other, He took her to some abandoned tea shop, everything was messy and there was no lights inside of buildings everything was dark, I assume cause there was no electricity and there was very little people. She ordered jungle tea because someone said it was good, I remember what it tasted like when she drank it was clear like water, tasted like apple juice and was cold like a sweet tea. When they stepped outside into an abandoned arena and some guy jumped from the bleachers on the guy and crushed him with his belly knocking him out and stealing the girl. He took her to some alley where he forced himself on her but she didn't seem to mind cause it turned her on, she went along with it to get away from him, so she somehow convinced him she had aids so we he would wear a condom, cause she was afraid of getting pregnant hahaha then i drifted out of that dream into between sleeping and reality then finally opened my eyes to the clock

Sunday, May 13, 2012

void witch

STAY UP ALL NIGHT!!! Woo!!!!!!!

I had a dream the other day where I made a webcam video of me ranting in front of my computer about just random stuff and i posted on my blog, and I remember in the dream like waking up the next morning and watching the video again thinking myself OMG I gotta take this down i look crazy! Why did i post this!? Then as i'm watching i'm doing all this weird stuff waving my arms around and i dont have any make up on. So i start worring in the dream how many people have watched this video, then i woke up and i was so glad i didnt post a video like that. HAHA what a nightmare hahah

Saturday, May 5, 2012

dreams of so fragile

I dreamed I went to this baseball game with all these composite people, people I knew in the dream but couldn't remember their faces, they were old friends. We went to this game were everyone gathered and sat around the playing field on the grass, I rallied our group of people to go and vandalize. The dream shifted and I was in someone's house that we broke into. People scattered every where, I was smashing and stealing things in the house. I remember being ruthless and going through the house there was this one room that was white and with lots of stuff but there was a refrigerator box in the center of the room, I was playing in. Elli was there and I kept calling for her but she kept running away and exploring places sniffing things. Then I started to worry that we would be found so i wanted to get out of there, I chased her around to catch her, but i had to juggle her and a sledge hammer I had been carrying and using but I didn't want to put it down because it was my weapon and evidence.

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

hibernate

Cathy Petch wrote a really nice review on her website Lipstik Indie Reviews about Love Buzz. Thank you, it's nice to read something encouraging I hadn't seen this one till now she did a good job talking about the book.

Going to slow down on posting for awhile, which is boo but the Internet is distracting. I'm really excited to make a self published graphic novel and share it with everyone, so i hope it's entertaining! It's a big undertaking and i've giving alot of blood and sweat to bring it into the world, it requires a lot of sacrifices on my part. I have to finish it, or else i'll go crazy! I'm working on the thumbnails now i want to do the whole book before i started inking, so visually cement the beginning and end, I've alotted some time for the skeches and thumbnailing process probably till the end of this year or earlier whatever comes first. so this will be the year of doodles. I wish i worked faster, but it's important to make it with care. It's going to be a 13 issue/chapter story. I'll try to keep you guys posted on activity and sneak peaks and whatever else!